Im just sitting here at home, wishing I was in Florida right now...wishing I was there with certain people. One particular person runs across my mind.
I look back in the past when we were together. It was short and sweet, but I have many good memories...
I remember first meeting him, we got together at Walmart. Early morning 1 or 2am. I dont know why the randomness of the location but we had fun. Both of us were so nervous we kept dropping everything we touched. After laughing at our stupidity we went our seperate ways only to end up together as a couple. From that point on when we werent working or at school we spent that time together. We talked about everything and anything, laughed a lot, and grew a really good friendship. Sadly it only lasted about a month, and we really did go our seperate ways. We both met new people and lost contact for a long time. During the whole time though I remembered him as my favorite boyfriend because I had such a strong attraction for him, because we had gotten so close in a short period of time, because we had such a strong bond.
Funny things I remember:
-Sitting in the car at the mall not saying a word, just looking into eachothers eyes.
-Going to his house and just napping together.
-Watching a movie at my place and getting called on the phone by parents in other room checking up on me.
-Sitting in a favorite spot at night in his car just talking and making out and smoking, bullshitting the time away.
-His brother walking in on us fooling around.
-Waking up at 6 or 7am just to get breakfast at the local buffet.
-Fooling around in McDonalds parking lot and almost getting caught
-Getting a rose on my Birthday.
-Saying goodbye to the relationship but not being able to stay apart.
NOW, alittle more then a year down the road we are back together, although through long distance and not technically in a relationship yet, we are becoming better friends then ever. Falling for eachother over again. We spend hours talking and laughing, and missing each other so much.
Is this a crime? Why am I afriad I'll get hurt again? Probably because everyone else had decided someone was better then me, every time just getting hurt and left. But he seems different, and I dont want to say I tell myself that each and everytime. He is sincere and kind, he tells me how special I am, how awesome I am, how stupid he was for ending things, how things will be great this time...and I think I truely believe him because we didnt really break up on bad terms...at the time he had told me he just wanted to focus on his school and work. Now hes stable and focused and Im hoping I'll be able to squeeze in there.
Its funny, before I was thinking of moving back we made a pact together to get married in 7 years if neither one of us were attatched. Now it seems fate is taking a hold...perhaps it will be 7 years or sooner or never, but my moto has always been Live in the moment...and boy am I looking forward to the moment we can touch again. When I will be in Florida and he will be with me. Theres so much more to say about him. We have a lot in common. Similar likes and tastes, etc etc...
Im so excited, and I miss him and I miss my family!
I look back in the past when we were together. It was short and sweet, but I have many good memories...
I remember first meeting him, we got together at Walmart. Early morning 1 or 2am. I dont know why the randomness of the location but we had fun. Both of us were so nervous we kept dropping everything we touched. After laughing at our stupidity we went our seperate ways only to end up together as a couple. From that point on when we werent working or at school we spent that time together. We talked about everything and anything, laughed a lot, and grew a really good friendship. Sadly it only lasted about a month, and we really did go our seperate ways. We both met new people and lost contact for a long time. During the whole time though I remembered him as my favorite boyfriend because I had such a strong attraction for him, because we had gotten so close in a short period of time, because we had such a strong bond.
Funny things I remember:
-Sitting in the car at the mall not saying a word, just looking into eachothers eyes.
-Going to his house and just napping together.
-Watching a movie at my place and getting called on the phone by parents in other room checking up on me.
-Sitting in a favorite spot at night in his car just talking and making out and smoking, bullshitting the time away.
-His brother walking in on us fooling around.
-Waking up at 6 or 7am just to get breakfast at the local buffet.
-Fooling around in McDonalds parking lot and almost getting caught
-Getting a rose on my Birthday.
-Saying goodbye to the relationship but not being able to stay apart.
NOW, alittle more then a year down the road we are back together, although through long distance and not technically in a relationship yet, we are becoming better friends then ever. Falling for eachother over again. We spend hours talking and laughing, and missing each other so much.
Is this a crime? Why am I afriad I'll get hurt again? Probably because everyone else had decided someone was better then me, every time just getting hurt and left. But he seems different, and I dont want to say I tell myself that each and everytime. He is sincere and kind, he tells me how special I am, how awesome I am, how stupid he was for ending things, how things will be great this time...and I think I truely believe him because we didnt really break up on bad terms...at the time he had told me he just wanted to focus on his school and work. Now hes stable and focused and Im hoping I'll be able to squeeze in there.
Its funny, before I was thinking of moving back we made a pact together to get married in 7 years if neither one of us were attatched. Now it seems fate is taking a hold...perhaps it will be 7 years or sooner or never, but my moto has always been Live in the moment...and boy am I looking forward to the moment we can touch again. When I will be in Florida and he will be with me. Theres so much more to say about him. We have a lot in common. Similar likes and tastes, etc etc...
Im so excited, and I miss him and I miss my family!
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